1 00:00:12,150 --> 00:00:07,909 here's maynard's spooky action 2 00:00:15,030 --> 00:00:13,749 glebe is known for lots of things uh 3 00:00:16,310 --> 00:00:15,040 trotting 4 00:00:17,910 --> 00:00:16,320 lots of other stuff i can't mention on 5 00:00:18,950 --> 00:00:17,920 the skeptic zone or richards who'll cut 6 00:00:20,710 --> 00:00:18,960 it out but it's known for a lot of 7 00:00:23,429 --> 00:00:20,720 things let me tell you and it's known 8 00:00:25,029 --> 00:00:23,439 for archers hear this arch 9 00:00:27,109 --> 00:00:25,039 in fact not many people know that all 10 00:00:29,830 --> 00:00:27,119 the work of too unlimited was done 11 00:00:31,750 --> 00:00:29,840 underneath this arch there's no limit oh 12 00:00:33,190 --> 00:00:31,760 and by the way i'm standing next to 13 00:00:35,590 --> 00:00:33,200 someone who claims that this is perhaps 14 00:00:38,950 --> 00:00:35,600 one of the spookiest areas in sydney 15 00:00:40,470 --> 00:00:38,960 it's dr sivorn o's sullivan and uh look 16 00:00:42,229 --> 00:00:40,480 she's uh you might know from knowing 17 00:00:44,310 --> 00:00:42,239 animals you might know from her work 18 00:00:46,229 --> 00:00:44,320 about privatizing the uh the 19 00:00:48,709 --> 00:00:46,239 unemployment system but tonight you're 20 00:00:50,790 --> 00:00:48,719 going to show us glebe's spookiest place 21 00:00:52,790 --> 00:00:50,800 well thank you it's so wonderful to be 22 00:00:54,389 --> 00:00:52,800 here sharing this is my local area and 23 00:00:56,069 --> 00:00:54,399 it's wonderful to be sharing the 24 00:00:57,990 --> 00:00:56,079 spookiness with you 25 00:00:59,750 --> 00:00:58,000 i mean uh what uh drew you to this 26 00:01:01,910 --> 00:00:59,760 spooky area we're just next to the the 27 00:01:03,750 --> 00:01:01,920 famous tram sheds which were abandoned 28 00:01:06,070 --> 00:01:03,760 for many years when they were even 29 00:01:07,750 --> 00:01:06,080 spookier and used for sort of all sorts 30 00:01:09,910 --> 00:01:07,760 of things as when they were abandoned 31 00:01:11,830 --> 00:01:09,920 man that was a time to be in those tram 32 00:01:14,550 --> 00:01:11,840 sheds when there was nothing in there 33 00:01:16,469 --> 00:01:14,560 well i am an annandale resident so i'm a 34 00:01:19,109 --> 00:01:16,479 local and i'm always keeping an eye out 35 00:01:21,190 --> 00:01:19,119 for local and endow news and when i 36 00:01:23,190 --> 00:01:21,200 discovered that there's a street with no 37 00:01:25,910 --> 00:01:23,200 name very close to me 38 00:01:27,429 --> 00:01:25,920 and apparently it's also haunted i had 39 00:01:29,190 --> 00:01:27,439 to look into it further and of course i 40 00:01:30,789 --> 00:01:29,200 needed the skeptics with me look i was 41 00:01:32,469 --> 00:01:30,799 just reading in the annandale bugle the 42 00:01:34,069 --> 00:01:32,479 other day that that street we're about 43 00:01:36,149 --> 00:01:34,079 to look at was where most of the 44 00:01:37,910 --> 00:01:36,159 abandoned bicycles you know those high 45 00:01:39,270 --> 00:01:37,920 bicycles that used to be around most of 46 00:01:41,109 --> 00:01:39,280 them were chucked in there by school 47 00:01:42,630 --> 00:01:41,119 kids so we might find some ghosts or 48 00:01:44,550 --> 00:01:42,640 some bicycles 49 00:01:46,069 --> 00:01:44,560 indeed i think we're going to find a lot 50 00:01:47,990 --> 00:01:46,079 of we're not going to be hard up for 51 00:01:49,510 --> 00:01:48,000 rubbish we might we might struggle a 52 00:01:51,350 --> 00:01:49,520 little bit with the ghost but we're not 53 00:01:52,710 --> 00:01:51,360 going to be hard up for rubbish i fear 54 00:01:54,469 --> 00:01:52,720 and and how do you feel about the ghost 55 00:01:56,389 --> 00:01:54,479 will it be will it be images will there 56 00:01:58,709 --> 00:01:56,399 be ghostly shadows will they be 57 00:02:00,950 --> 00:01:58,719 occasional 58 00:02:03,670 --> 00:02:00,960 well i came here actually in the day 59 00:02:05,590 --> 00:02:03,680 just to help begin to acclimatise myself 60 00:02:08,469 --> 00:02:05,600 but as we're here this evening it's 61 00:02:11,990 --> 00:02:08,479 almost dark so i'm expecting to hear a 62 00:02:14,790 --> 00:02:12,000 lot of very strange noises distant bangs 63 00:02:17,270 --> 00:02:14,800 creaking noises apparently you can often 64 00:02:18,869 --> 00:02:17,280 hear the ghosts running away i didn't 65 00:02:20,710 --> 00:02:18,879 know too much about ghost running 66 00:02:22,390 --> 00:02:20,720 earlier but apparently this is something 67 00:02:24,070 --> 00:02:22,400 that can be heard cool well let's go 68 00:02:25,830 --> 00:02:24,080 have a look because i've been reading up 69 00:02:26,949 --> 00:02:25,840 on my woo before this so i know what to 70 00:02:28,630 --> 00:02:26,959 talk about everything richard how are 71 00:02:29,910 --> 00:02:28,640 you feeling about this because i know i 72 00:02:31,990 --> 00:02:29,920 know 73 00:02:33,589 --> 00:02:32,000 ghosts don't exist you're just having an 74 00:02:35,110 --> 00:02:33,599 existential crisis 75 00:02:36,630 --> 00:02:35,120 i think i must be here as a token 76 00:02:38,150 --> 00:02:36,640 skeptic now it's great to see you doctor 77 00:02:40,470 --> 00:02:38,160 siobhan yes i haven't seen you for a 78 00:02:41,670 --> 00:02:40,480 little while and actually mainland dr 79 00:02:43,030 --> 00:02:41,680 siobhan 80 00:02:45,030 --> 00:02:43,040 wrote to the skeptic zone and said you 81 00:02:47,190 --> 00:02:45,040 should check out sydney's most haunted 82 00:02:48,790 --> 00:02:47,200 street she took the time to do that but 83 00:02:49,990 --> 00:02:48,800 she did not mention your haircut in her 84 00:02:51,830 --> 00:02:50,000 email 85 00:02:52,869 --> 00:02:51,840 really it won't do something about your 86 00:02:54,550 --> 00:02:52,879 hair anyway 87 00:02:56,630 --> 00:02:54,560 you're both looking very dapper you've 88 00:02:58,949 --> 00:02:56,640 both emerged out of lockdown looking 89 00:03:00,550 --> 00:02:58,959 very groomed and fresh face ready to go 90 00:03:03,030 --> 00:03:00,560 well i've just been doing sit-ups just 91 00:03:05,030 --> 00:03:03,040 the one but it was great 92 00:03:07,509 --> 00:03:05,040 well then that's singular 93 00:03:09,589 --> 00:03:07,519 but i am keen i am keen to explore 94 00:03:11,509 --> 00:03:09,599 sydney's most haunted street now oh and 95 00:03:13,110 --> 00:03:11,519 for the viewers now the fans of the 96 00:03:15,190 --> 00:03:13,120 x-files would know that they carried 97 00:03:16,790 --> 00:03:15,200 very heavy torches that both of them had 98 00:03:18,309 --> 00:03:16,800 trouble doing the production handling of 99 00:03:21,350 --> 00:03:18,319 course that was in the 90s now we have 100 00:03:22,630 --> 00:03:21,360 led torches that have a a gun grip on 101 00:03:24,710 --> 00:03:22,640 them and i've got that and it's got a 102 00:03:26,309 --> 00:03:24,720 great range and everything so 103 00:03:27,830 --> 00:03:26,319 uh you've got a black oh you got a black 104 00:03:31,670 --> 00:03:27,840 light don't you bring that to my don't 105 00:03:35,110 --> 00:03:33,670 she's a doctor she knows this stuff 106 00:03:38,229 --> 00:03:35,120 let's see 107 00:03:40,070 --> 00:03:38,239 so uh dr siobhan we are at the first 108 00:03:41,750 --> 00:03:40,080 spooky looking gate 109 00:03:44,630 --> 00:03:41,760 what's beyond the gate i can't tell it's 110 00:03:46,470 --> 00:03:44,640 overgrown we're but we're by this tram 111 00:03:48,390 --> 00:03:46,480 line is this above us here or something 112 00:03:50,550 --> 00:03:48,400 like that um it looks scary that used to 113 00:03:51,830 --> 00:03:50,560 be the the goods railway and now you'll 114 00:03:53,670 --> 00:03:51,840 find that that's the light rail that 115 00:03:56,550 --> 00:03:53,680 goes over there richard yeah 116 00:03:58,390 --> 00:03:56,560 yeah and also there is an aqueduct that 117 00:04:00,470 --> 00:03:58,400 runs through here as well so there's 118 00:04:02,710 --> 00:04:00,480 roman ghosts there was this it's a 119 00:04:05,589 --> 00:04:02,720 sewerage aquaduck 120 00:04:07,509 --> 00:04:05,599 poopy roman ghost pest i'm afraid the 121 00:04:10,470 --> 00:04:07,519 ghosts are too long past well i think 122 00:04:10,480 --> 00:04:16,629 let's go get this noise people 123 00:04:19,030 --> 00:04:17,790 okay it opens 124 00:04:21,349 --> 00:04:19,040 [Applause] 125 00:04:22,870 --> 00:04:21,359 and siobhan's braver than us may not 126 00:04:25,189 --> 00:04:22,880 she's going here you'll be glad to know 127 00:04:28,629 --> 00:04:25,199 that i'm playing the part of scooby in 128 00:04:30,790 --> 00:04:28,639 tonight and i've i've prepared a coding 129 00:04:33,510 --> 00:04:30,800 now you say that this this is this a 130 00:04:36,230 --> 00:04:33,520 laneway or what is this exactly 131 00:04:38,870 --> 00:04:36,240 this is called the street with no name 132 00:04:40,550 --> 00:04:38,880 my sincere suspicion is that it's 133 00:04:42,790 --> 00:04:40,560 actually just a little bit of government 134 00:04:45,270 --> 00:04:42,800 land in a very inaccessible spot and 135 00:04:48,070 --> 00:04:45,280 that's why it's not being given a name 136 00:04:50,070 --> 00:04:48,080 but also on a more serious note perhaps 137 00:04:52,070 --> 00:04:50,080 i also do think that perhaps some people 138 00:04:54,230 --> 00:04:52,080 do use it to sleep rough i don't think 139 00:04:55,510 --> 00:04:54,240 anyone's here at the moment oh okay well 140 00:04:57,110 --> 00:04:55,520 it's getting on dark there might be in 141 00:04:58,790 --> 00:04:57,120 which case we should leave them alone if 142 00:05:00,150 --> 00:04:58,800 that's the case i suspect there's no one 143 00:05:02,070 --> 00:05:00,160 at the moment there's quite a few bits 144 00:05:03,749 --> 00:05:02,080 of clothing and things you could fashion 145 00:05:06,070 --> 00:05:03,759 that accommodation 146 00:05:07,270 --> 00:05:06,080 accommodation 147 00:05:09,110 --> 00:05:07,280 oh yes okay 148 00:05:10,629 --> 00:05:09,120 maynard's venturing on here beautiful 149 00:05:13,029 --> 00:05:10,639 look i don't want to disturb anybody 150 00:05:17,029 --> 00:05:13,039 i'll follow maynard through this 151 00:05:20,710 --> 00:05:19,029 it's a little bit scary what was that oh 152 00:05:24,070 --> 00:05:20,720 it's you so 153 00:05:26,390 --> 00:05:24,080 i'm getting the creeps already folks 154 00:05:28,310 --> 00:05:26,400 this is making your way along here 155 00:05:30,390 --> 00:05:28,320 yeah okay 156 00:05:31,510 --> 00:05:30,400 well i think someone's uh 157 00:05:33,749 --> 00:05:31,520 someone's there but i don't think 158 00:05:36,310 --> 00:05:33,759 anyone's up there this is a so what is 159 00:05:41,110 --> 00:05:36,320 supposed to have happened here siobhan 160 00:05:45,670 --> 00:05:43,430 actually when i came here in the day to 161 00:05:47,510 --> 00:05:45,680 have a look in this very tree that we 162 00:05:50,070 --> 00:05:47,520 were standing under right now we saw 163 00:05:51,749 --> 00:05:50,080 three kookaburras and i thought isn't it 164 00:05:54,710 --> 00:05:51,759 nice that there are some spots where 165 00:05:56,390 --> 00:05:54,720 humans don't dominate and wildlife can 166 00:05:57,990 --> 00:05:56,400 can have a bit of peace and time to 167 00:06:00,070 --> 00:05:58,000 themselves yes i'm just wondering if 168 00:06:03,189 --> 00:06:00,080 you'd get possums here or anything you 169 00:06:05,430 --> 00:06:03,199 know um maybe perhaps a tasmanian tiger 170 00:06:07,510 --> 00:06:05,440 perhaps although perhaps the ghosts 171 00:06:09,590 --> 00:06:07,520 scare them off we don't know i must 172 00:06:11,270 --> 00:06:09,600 admit that maynard it does 173 00:06:12,710 --> 00:06:11,280 there is a bit of a spooky atmosphere 174 00:06:14,550 --> 00:06:12,720 here because we've got this wall right 175 00:06:16,469 --> 00:06:14,560 here we've got the side of the hill 176 00:06:19,189 --> 00:06:16,479 coming down 177 00:06:19,199 --> 00:06:31,400 it does have an eerie quality 178 00:06:31,410 --> 00:06:35,710 [Applause] 179 00:06:39,350 --> 00:06:37,350 [Music] 180 00:06:41,350 --> 00:06:39,360 i think it's mainly eerie because it's 181 00:06:43,029 --> 00:06:41,360 dark there's no one around and you don't 182 00:06:44,790 --> 00:06:43,039 know if there might be actually live 183 00:06:46,629 --> 00:06:44,800 humans here which would probably be the 184 00:06:47,909 --> 00:06:46,639 big problem 185 00:06:49,430 --> 00:06:47,919 i think my parents used to say you don't 186 00:06:50,950 --> 00:06:49,440 have to worry about the cemeteries the 187 00:06:52,150 --> 00:06:50,960 dead people can't do anything to you 188 00:06:54,150 --> 00:06:52,160 it's the live ones you've got to worry 189 00:06:55,670 --> 00:06:54,160 about and having worked for the abc i 190 00:06:57,749 --> 00:06:55,680 can certainly agree with that's going up 191 00:07:00,230 --> 00:06:57,759 a head doctor siobhan 192 00:07:02,629 --> 00:07:00,240 it's very dark 193 00:07:04,629 --> 00:07:02,639 it is very dark now you can also enter 194 00:07:06,070 --> 00:07:04,639 from the other side and i think if we 195 00:07:08,230 --> 00:07:06,080 keep going a little bit we might 196 00:07:09,510 --> 00:07:08,240 actually be able to exit as well so i 197 00:07:11,270 --> 00:07:09,520 think we might have done the whole 198 00:07:12,950 --> 00:07:11,280 street with no name well of course one 199 00:07:14,469 --> 00:07:12,960 of the big things about this and the 200 00:07:17,110 --> 00:07:14,479 most spookiest thing is that it's very 201 00:07:18,469 --> 00:07:17,120 close to a catholic girl school so if 202 00:07:21,270 --> 00:07:18,479 you look closely you'll see lots of 203 00:07:23,270 --> 00:07:21,280 cigarette butts on the ground 204 00:07:24,870 --> 00:07:23,280 and the okay oh there's a bottle of a 205 00:07:26,230 --> 00:07:24,880 monster there there's an actual monster 206 00:07:28,790 --> 00:07:26,240 that's the monster 207 00:07:31,589 --> 00:07:28,800 discovered a monster it's a monster 208 00:07:33,990 --> 00:07:31,599 energy drink um 209 00:07:35,990 --> 00:07:34,000 well someone started a 210 00:07:38,070 --> 00:07:36,000 thing it isn't interesting yeah and this 211 00:07:40,230 --> 00:07:38,080 is and we've pretty much covered it 212 00:07:41,270 --> 00:07:40,240 i think we can keep going maynard okay 213 00:07:43,909 --> 00:07:41,280 right yeah 214 00:07:46,869 --> 00:07:43,919 we're pressing on folks we're getting 215 00:07:49,270 --> 00:07:46,879 deeper and deeper into this 216 00:07:51,510 --> 00:07:49,280 strange area 217 00:07:53,830 --> 00:07:51,520 it's hard to describe because we've got 218 00:07:58,190 --> 00:07:53,840 all the trees in the the hill right on 219 00:07:58,200 --> 00:08:08,710 [Music] 220 00:08:15,270 --> 00:08:10,869 a lot of 221 00:08:19,990 --> 00:08:17,990 and air conditioning panels on our 222 00:08:21,589 --> 00:08:20,000 right as we exit here with the and a 223 00:08:22,869 --> 00:08:21,599 whole lot of graffiti which is a bit of 224 00:08:24,230 --> 00:08:22,879 a pity because some of it's actually 225 00:08:26,070 --> 00:08:24,240 good but no one's ever gonna see it in 226 00:08:27,990 --> 00:08:26,080 here 227 00:08:29,749 --> 00:08:28,000 i want a pair of pants that's got a pair 228 00:08:30,710 --> 00:08:29,759 of haunted pants probably oh and a whole 229 00:08:33,110 --> 00:08:30,720 bunch of 230 00:08:35,350 --> 00:08:33,120 huntsman spider in that too oh 231 00:08:38,310 --> 00:08:35,360 yeah i don't like don't like huntsman 232 00:08:43,750 --> 00:08:41,269 we're ducking through this sort of 233 00:08:45,590 --> 00:08:43,760 growth here so it's not 234 00:08:50,870 --> 00:08:45,600 it's not too bad but it's not a straight 235 00:08:54,870 --> 00:08:52,389 it's sort of like apocalypse now without 236 00:08:57,590 --> 00:08:54,880 the drama and the budget that's right 237 00:08:59,590 --> 00:08:57,600 it's on the cheap 238 00:09:00,870 --> 00:08:59,600 we can't afford very good ghosts i'm 239 00:09:07,509 --> 00:09:00,880 afraid 240 00:09:11,829 --> 00:09:09,509 but this it's strange i mean i wouldn't 241 00:09:13,990 --> 00:09:11,839 classify where we are now as a 242 00:09:15,190 --> 00:09:14,000 street it's just like a 243 00:09:16,870 --> 00:09:15,200 nondescript 244 00:09:18,310 --> 00:09:16,880 weird area you're just walking along the 245 00:09:21,350 --> 00:09:18,320 side of the building richard with 246 00:09:22,900 --> 00:09:21,360 overgrown foliage yeah 247 00:09:25,750 --> 00:09:22,910 now i'm sounding like skeptic 248 00:09:27,670 --> 00:09:25,760 [Laughter] 249 00:09:29,030 --> 00:09:27,680 but there are other haunted places 250 00:09:32,070 --> 00:09:29,040 around here i'm sure we just have to 251 00:09:35,670 --> 00:09:34,070 gotta say as far as non-local 252 00:09:37,670 --> 00:09:35,680 consciousness goes i don't think this is 253 00:09:40,790 --> 00:09:37,680 a place that has any non-local 254 00:09:42,630 --> 00:09:40,800 consciousness yes um obviously you know 255 00:09:44,550 --> 00:09:42,640 dr rupert sheldrake is a guy who listens 256 00:09:46,310 --> 00:09:44,560 to the skeptic zone fairly often often 257 00:09:49,670 --> 00:09:46,320 all the time and of course i've watched 258 00:09:51,110 --> 00:09:49,680 uh half his half his ted talk half half 259 00:09:51,990 --> 00:09:51,120 his ted talk yeah look i saw where he 260 00:09:52,910 --> 00:09:52,000 was going i didn't have to see the 261 00:09:54,790 --> 00:09:52,920 second half 262 00:09:56,389 --> 00:09:54,800 [Applause] 263 00:09:59,350 --> 00:09:56,399 and boy did that stir people up it was 264 00:10:01,750 --> 00:09:59,360 called the science delusion oh boy 265 00:10:03,430 --> 00:10:01,760 why are you giving that man a platform 266 00:10:04,949 --> 00:10:03,440 now we've come back and we're under this 267 00:10:06,470 --> 00:10:04,959 uh 268 00:10:08,550 --> 00:10:06,480 this arch again 269 00:10:10,550 --> 00:10:08,560 well that wasn't too bad um that wasn't 270 00:10:12,949 --> 00:10:10,560 too bad i imagine it was a bit scarier 271 00:10:15,829 --> 00:10:12,959 than it was during the day for you yes 272 00:10:18,310 --> 00:10:15,839 and i didn't go as deep in so i think we 273 00:10:19,910 --> 00:10:18,320 really really penetrated the street with 274 00:10:21,190 --> 00:10:19,920 no name 275 00:10:23,110 --> 00:10:21,200 because i thought that was going to go 276 00:10:24,389 --> 00:10:23,120 all the way up to the top but that must 277 00:10:25,990 --> 00:10:24,399 be another street that goes down the 278 00:10:28,310 --> 00:10:26,000 side of the tram sheds 279 00:10:30,230 --> 00:10:28,320 yeah it's interesting 280 00:10:32,389 --> 00:10:30,240 we're going to go to another location 281 00:10:34,389 --> 00:10:32,399 now that is also featured in a lot of 282 00:10:37,269 --> 00:10:34,399 the pictures and chat about the street 283 00:10:39,350 --> 00:10:37,279 with no name and i did think they'd meet 284 00:10:41,590 --> 00:10:39,360 her up but they would meet up but 285 00:10:42,710 --> 00:10:41,600 clearly they didn't you think part of 286 00:10:44,389 --> 00:10:42,720 this is the fact that i used to live in 287 00:10:45,590 --> 00:10:44,399 a street just behind there where we knew 288 00:10:46,870 --> 00:10:45,600 we parked you think that's part of the 289 00:10:48,790 --> 00:10:46,880 reason why they think there's ghosts in 290 00:10:50,470 --> 00:10:48,800 this street that ghosts of maynard's 291 00:10:52,310 --> 00:10:50,480 carry on 292 00:10:53,910 --> 00:10:52,320 quite possibly 293 00:10:55,190 --> 00:10:53,920 you know originally i thought where we 294 00:10:56,870 --> 00:10:55,200 are now 295 00:10:59,269 --> 00:10:56,880 was the street with no name i don't even 296 00:11:01,350 --> 00:10:59,279 know what just if this is just these 297 00:11:02,630 --> 00:11:01,360 used to be banned rehearsal spaces bands 298 00:11:04,550 --> 00:11:02,640 could rehearse in here but of course all 299 00:11:06,389 --> 00:11:04,560 that got got kicked out the way when 300 00:11:08,870 --> 00:11:06,399 they tried to uh gentrify the whole 301 00:11:10,630 --> 00:11:08,880 thing um and they tried to start a cafe 302 00:11:12,870 --> 00:11:10,640 here which of course doesn't go well 303 00:11:14,389 --> 00:11:12,880 with covert or anything like that oh boy 304 00:11:16,870 --> 00:11:14,399 isn't king street newtown a great place 305 00:11:18,310 --> 00:11:16,880 now i saw four shops open 306 00:11:20,790 --> 00:11:18,320 uh-huh sorry hang on i'm just getting 307 00:11:22,710 --> 00:11:20,800 that's this three sorry three now 308 00:11:24,069 --> 00:11:22,720 so this is now what artistic space or 309 00:11:26,069 --> 00:11:24,079 something i think that this is a 310 00:11:28,470 --> 00:11:26,079 community garden and this is where 311 00:11:30,470 --> 00:11:28,480 they're storing their gardening 312 00:11:31,670 --> 00:11:30,480 tools whole community garden you mean 313 00:11:32,870 --> 00:11:31,680 there's four people who tell everyone 314 00:11:34,630 --> 00:11:32,880 else what to do and don't let them do 315 00:11:36,150 --> 00:11:34,640 anything that that sort of thing 316 00:11:37,750 --> 00:11:36,160 that's that's actually you've been a 317 00:11:39,190 --> 00:11:37,760 member of a community that's the actual 318 00:11:40,630 --> 00:11:39,200 definition of a community in fact i'm 319 00:11:42,550 --> 00:11:40,640 one of the few people who stood up 320 00:11:44,310 --> 00:11:42,560 against the community garden going in at 321 00:11:45,990 --> 00:11:44,320 the glebe library because i said at the 322 00:11:47,990 --> 00:11:46,000 moment it's a nice open space you can 323 00:11:51,509 --> 00:11:48,000 lie on it'll become the property of four 324 00:11:53,030 --> 00:11:51,519 people who won't let you pick a tomato 325 00:11:55,030 --> 00:11:53,040 there's a kookaburra right in front of 326 00:11:56,550 --> 00:11:55,040 us we're looking at a kookaburra for 327 00:11:58,389 --> 00:11:56,560 those people who aren't from australia 328 00:11:59,750 --> 00:11:58,399 you've heard one in every single film 329 00:12:02,550 --> 00:11:59,760 about south america where they don't 330 00:12:04,550 --> 00:12:02,560 live there it goes 331 00:12:06,389 --> 00:12:04,560 there are two there's friend that's up 332 00:12:08,550 --> 00:12:06,399 there the ones we saw the other day 333 00:12:10,870 --> 00:12:08,560 lovely and they're not they're not a 334 00:12:12,069 --> 00:12:10,880 nocturnal bird but i imagine all the 335 00:12:13,509 --> 00:12:12,079 movement around here would really give 336 00:12:15,750 --> 00:12:13,519 him the pip hey if you want to find a 337 00:12:18,150 --> 00:12:15,760 bird to really despise go for the 338 00:12:19,910 --> 00:12:18,160 eastern coal now you're thinking what is 339 00:12:21,670 --> 00:12:19,920 eastern coal you know the eastern coal 340 00:12:24,550 --> 00:12:21,680 because if you live in australia and at 341 00:12:26,470 --> 00:12:24,560 four in the morning a bird goes whoo 342 00:12:28,069 --> 00:12:26,480 then stops until you're just about to go 343 00:12:30,230 --> 00:12:28,079 back to sleep and then goes 344 00:12:32,069 --> 00:12:30,240 again that is the eastern coal also 345 00:12:33,910 --> 00:12:32,079 known as the indonesian chicken they can 346 00:12:36,790 --> 00:12:33,920 actually uh migrate from as far away as 347 00:12:38,790 --> 00:12:36,800 the philippines and they're they black 348 00:12:40,470 --> 00:12:38,800 and they've got a bright red eye uh 349 00:12:41,509 --> 00:12:40,480 that's the male the female you don't see 350 00:12:42,790 --> 00:12:41,519 them because they're embarrassed to hang 351 00:12:44,389 --> 00:12:42,800 around with the male so you really ever 352 00:12:46,949 --> 00:12:44,399 see the female and like frankly i don't 353 00:12:48,790 --> 00:12:46,959 blame them with making a noise like that 354 00:12:51,030 --> 00:12:48,800 now if you're listening this to this 355 00:12:53,910 --> 00:12:51,040 you're listening to the special content 356 00:12:58,629 --> 00:12:56,629 now i was i was seeing some doc some 357 00:13:00,069 --> 00:12:58,639 well someone's put some documentaries 358 00:13:02,470 --> 00:13:00,079 together about 359 00:13:05,190 --> 00:13:02,480 this area and people 360 00:13:06,389 --> 00:13:05,200 apparently there was a guy in 1966 361 00:13:09,590 --> 00:13:06,399 a 362 00:13:12,310 --> 00:13:09,600 um 363 00:13:13,829 --> 00:13:12,320 died on these tracks was hit by a train 364 00:13:15,430 --> 00:13:13,839 right 365 00:13:16,949 --> 00:13:15,440 it didn't mention anything about about 366 00:13:18,389 --> 00:13:16,959 what i got up to in the train tunnel 367 00:13:20,949 --> 00:13:18,399 here before it was turned into the light 368 00:13:23,350 --> 00:13:20,959 rail in 1991 okay right good that's a 369 00:13:24,629 --> 00:13:23,360 good thing now i have taken i must have 370 00:13:26,389 --> 00:13:24,639 taken this the wrong way because we've 371 00:13:28,710 --> 00:13:26,399 not popped up where i was expecting us 372 00:13:30,949 --> 00:13:28,720 to but the other place i was going to 373 00:13:34,389 --> 00:13:30,959 show you is really rather very similar 374 00:13:36,310 --> 00:13:34,399 it is a overgrown entrance to it to a 375 00:13:38,069 --> 00:13:36,320 tunnel um 376 00:13:40,230 --> 00:13:38,079 so apparently 377 00:13:41,590 --> 00:13:40,240 locals who believe that this spot is 378 00:13:45,269 --> 00:13:41,600 haunted 379 00:13:48,870 --> 00:13:45,279 um they cite various bodies very 380 00:13:50,790 --> 00:13:48,880 unfortunate children's bodies in the 60s 381 00:13:51,670 --> 00:13:50,800 being being found here 382 00:13:53,750 --> 00:13:51,680 so 383 00:13:55,189 --> 00:13:53,760 to me it does look like the kind of 384 00:13:57,269 --> 00:13:55,199 place where 385 00:13:59,269 --> 00:13:57,279 god forbid someone might dump a body if 386 00:14:01,430 --> 00:13:59,279 they had you know committed murder it's 387 00:14:04,150 --> 00:14:01,440 not clear to me that that necessarily 388 00:14:06,389 --> 00:14:04,160 immediately takes us to um 389 00:14:07,430 --> 00:14:06,399 the next realm and the the world of 390 00:14:09,350 --> 00:14:07,440 ghosts 391 00:14:10,750 --> 00:14:09,360 but it certainly 392 00:14:12,389 --> 00:14:10,760 and particularly 393 00:14:14,069 --> 00:14:12,399 pre-gentrification would have been 394 00:14:15,750 --> 00:14:14,079 perhaps a good place to 395 00:14:17,110 --> 00:14:15,760 dump the body that's great you got 396 00:14:18,930 --> 00:14:17,120 through that whole spiel without using 397 00:14:20,870 --> 00:14:18,940 the term morphic resonance once 398 00:14:23,590 --> 00:14:20,880 [Laughter] 399 00:14:25,509 --> 00:14:23,600 now over there is the haunted bandstand 400 00:14:27,509 --> 00:14:25,519 and there are people singing 401 00:14:37,189 --> 00:14:27,519 yes in fact i can hear the voice of 402 00:14:40,389 --> 00:14:38,550 now if we want to look for that other 403 00:14:42,069 --> 00:14:40,399 entrance we can it is very similar all 404 00:14:46,310 --> 00:14:42,079 right 405 00:14:50,389 --> 00:14:48,470 we're walking by the sydney light rail 406 00:14:51,750 --> 00:14:50,399 stop here which has been in existence 407 00:14:54,470 --> 00:14:51,760 now for rugby 408 00:14:56,230 --> 00:14:54,480 10 12 years or something like that 409 00:14:57,990 --> 00:14:56,240 maybe a bit longer but before that was a 410 00:15:01,030 --> 00:14:58,000 railway tunnel and let us let's say a 411 00:15:02,949 --> 00:15:01,040 disused railway tunnel this hughes 412 00:15:05,269 --> 00:15:02,959 now we're heading towards this 413 00:15:07,030 --> 00:15:05,279 bandstand because we're well it's a um 414 00:15:07,990 --> 00:15:07,040 no it's grandstand 415 00:15:09,910 --> 00:15:08,000 practice 416 00:15:12,230 --> 00:15:09,920 do you think making use of the acoustics 417 00:15:14,230 --> 00:15:12,240 for bangkok yeah 418 00:15:16,389 --> 00:15:14,240 ah this is a cricket oval down here to 419 00:15:17,990 --> 00:15:16,399 our left and there's a cricket over the 420 00:15:21,829 --> 00:15:18,000 actual cricket over there that's why 421 00:15:33,520 --> 00:15:24,550 that's the cricket 422 00:15:33,530 --> 00:15:45,269 [Music] 423 00:15:45,279 --> 00:15:57,990 um 424 00:16:01,350 --> 00:15:59,430 as you've once just been pointing to 425 00:16:02,870 --> 00:16:01,360 some wood on the grandstand that's 426 00:16:04,389 --> 00:16:02,880 slightly discolored from the rest of the 427 00:16:05,509 --> 00:16:04,399 wood 428 00:16:07,590 --> 00:16:05,519 you wouldn't think twice about it 429 00:16:09,030 --> 00:16:07,600 normally 430 00:16:12,069 --> 00:16:09,040 so 431 00:16:15,269 --> 00:16:12,079 eagle-eyed uh locals have noticed that 432 00:16:17,350 --> 00:16:15,279 the the grandstand has about four steps 433 00:16:19,430 --> 00:16:17,360 and one of them is slightly differently 434 00:16:21,350 --> 00:16:19,440 edged than the others so 435 00:16:22,710 --> 00:16:21,360 three of them are rounded and one's more 436 00:16:25,350 --> 00:16:22,720 squared off 437 00:16:27,189 --> 00:16:25,360 and this is said to be proof that 438 00:16:29,030 --> 00:16:27,199 there was a murder that occurred here 439 00:16:31,910 --> 00:16:29,040 that was so gruesome 440 00:16:34,710 --> 00:16:31,920 that the blood soaked through the wood 441 00:16:37,110 --> 00:16:34,720 and the wood had to be replaced 442 00:16:39,749 --> 00:16:37,120 and whoever replaced it 443 00:16:41,509 --> 00:16:39,759 used a slightly different technique for 444 00:16:44,069 --> 00:16:41,519 rounding the edges 445 00:16:46,870 --> 00:16:44,079 there was a murder in glue point road 446 00:16:49,350 --> 00:16:46,880 above what used to be the hairdressers 447 00:16:51,189 --> 00:16:49,360 and it was on the top floor and the 448 00:16:52,790 --> 00:16:51,199 person wasn't found and it was rumored 449 00:16:55,350 --> 00:16:52,800 that a bit of the blood dripped into the 450 00:16:57,430 --> 00:16:55,360 ceiling of the the flat underneath it 451 00:16:58,790 --> 00:16:57,440 so there's a bit of glee uh whether that 452 00:17:00,230 --> 00:16:58,800 actually happened or not i don't know 453 00:17:02,870 --> 00:17:00,240 but with that 454 00:17:04,549 --> 00:17:02,880 murder a grizzly murder occurred above 455 00:17:06,789 --> 00:17:04,559 what used to be a hairdresser's but then 456 00:17:08,710 --> 00:17:06,799 again you know that happens a fair bit 457 00:17:11,350 --> 00:17:08,720 let's take a look at this uh here we go 458 00:17:12,789 --> 00:17:11,360 we're right oh yes look at that 459 00:17:14,630 --> 00:17:12,799 yeah 460 00:17:16,870 --> 00:17:14,640 we're looking at the uh the steps now 461 00:17:19,429 --> 00:17:16,880 yeah it is um or they could have just 462 00:17:22,549 --> 00:17:19,439 run out of the wood that wasn't square 463 00:17:23,990 --> 00:17:22,559 termites is another explanation oh you 464 00:17:27,429 --> 00:17:24,000 skeptics 465 00:17:29,909 --> 00:17:27,439 sometimes you were just so prosaic 466 00:17:31,669 --> 00:17:29,919 i'm thinking inside the box well i think 467 00:17:33,510 --> 00:17:31,679 if we walk up here now and cross the 468 00:17:35,029 --> 00:17:33,520 tram lines 469 00:17:35,909 --> 00:17:35,039 we'll come to another haunted place so 470 00:17:37,590 --> 00:17:35,919 we're going to the other side of the 471 00:17:39,830 --> 00:17:37,600 tracks basically that's a place richard 472 00:17:42,150 --> 00:17:39,840 never goes to 473 00:17:44,230 --> 00:17:42,160 now and they probably know my name now 474 00:17:46,549 --> 00:17:44,240 last time we did it via under so we 475 00:17:49,669 --> 00:17:46,559 actually didn't come over but let's just 476 00:17:53,190 --> 00:17:49,679 go and see what we can see yes 477 00:17:55,110 --> 00:17:53,200 now as we're strolling along siobhan uh 478 00:17:57,909 --> 00:17:55,120 skeptic zone listeners will remember i 479 00:18:00,390 --> 00:17:57,919 interviewed you was it 480 00:18:02,710 --> 00:18:00,400 april or something like that may 481 00:18:04,950 --> 00:18:02,720 or something like that now you have 482 00:18:06,310 --> 00:18:04,960 been undergoing quite 483 00:18:09,669 --> 00:18:06,320 the adventure 484 00:18:13,430 --> 00:18:09,679 our listeners who may not have heard 485 00:18:15,510 --> 00:18:13,440 that episode uh you were a podcaster 486 00:18:17,750 --> 00:18:15,520 doing knowing animals of course very 487 00:18:19,110 --> 00:18:17,760 good podcast without animal 488 00:18:21,830 --> 00:18:19,120 welfare 489 00:18:23,110 --> 00:18:21,840 basically and then you 490 00:18:25,909 --> 00:18:23,120 received the news that you were 491 00:18:30,310 --> 00:18:25,919 diagnosed with ovarian cancer yes that's 492 00:18:32,710 --> 00:18:30,320 right in start of august 2020 last year 493 00:18:34,710 --> 00:18:32,720 i was feeling quite bloated and a bit 494 00:18:36,870 --> 00:18:34,720 unwell i couldn't really put my finger 495 00:18:39,110 --> 00:18:36,880 on what it was i ended up in the 496 00:18:41,830 --> 00:18:39,120 emergency room at rpa which is one of 497 00:18:44,549 --> 00:18:41,840 the big public hospitals in sydney and i 498 00:18:46,150 --> 00:18:44,559 was told that i had ovarian cancer stage 499 00:18:49,270 --> 00:18:46,160 three 500 00:18:51,270 --> 00:18:49,280 since then i have gone through the 501 00:18:53,350 --> 00:18:51,280 standard procedure the standard 502 00:18:55,909 --> 00:18:53,360 treatment which is six rounds of 503 00:18:57,430 --> 00:18:55,919 chemotherapy and surgery to remove the 504 00:19:00,789 --> 00:18:57,440 cancer 505 00:19:01,590 --> 00:19:00,799 but i've been very unlucky i 506 00:19:03,750 --> 00:19:01,600 um 507 00:19:05,270 --> 00:19:03,760 the cancer had already spread basically 508 00:19:06,549 --> 00:19:05,280 before they stopped the primary 509 00:19:10,070 --> 00:19:06,559 treatment 510 00:19:12,549 --> 00:19:10,080 and then i was moved on to another chemo 511 00:19:13,990 --> 00:19:12,559 but then after a couple of rounds i was 512 00:19:15,590 --> 00:19:14,000 chemo resistant meaning that 513 00:19:16,950 --> 00:19:15,600 chemotherapy couldn't work for me 514 00:19:17,830 --> 00:19:16,960 anymore 515 00:19:19,669 --> 00:19:17,840 so 516 00:19:22,390 --> 00:19:19,679 this is what happens unfortunately with 517 00:19:24,230 --> 00:19:22,400 ovarian cancer you know i was about 20 518 00:19:25,830 --> 00:19:24,240 years younger than the average age of 519 00:19:29,510 --> 00:19:25,840 diagnosis 520 00:19:31,510 --> 00:19:29,520 and within kind of eight months i was 521 00:19:32,789 --> 00:19:31,520 basically terminally ill 522 00:19:34,630 --> 00:19:32,799 and so 523 00:19:36,789 --> 00:19:34,640 i was given a couple of options one was 524 00:19:39,750 --> 00:19:36,799 to stop all treatment and i would die by 525 00:19:41,830 --> 00:19:39,760 christmas this year so in a month 526 00:19:43,669 --> 00:19:41,840 or i could go back to a really old 527 00:19:46,310 --> 00:19:43,679 chemotherapy drug 528 00:19:48,150 --> 00:19:46,320 and i would lose all my hair i'd have to 529 00:19:50,630 --> 00:19:48,160 have it once a week i'd be constantly 530 00:19:52,950 --> 00:19:50,640 sick and i'd live a year 531 00:19:55,110 --> 00:19:52,960 or i could look around for a drug trial 532 00:19:56,870 --> 00:19:55,120 so with options like that 533 00:19:58,070 --> 00:19:56,880 i decided to look around for a drug 534 00:20:04,870 --> 00:19:58,080 trial 535 00:20:07,350 --> 00:20:04,880 have had one round and so far 536 00:20:09,990 --> 00:20:07,360 it has shown that the tumors aren't 537 00:20:11,430 --> 00:20:10,000 growing so i stay on it until the tumors 538 00:20:14,710 --> 00:20:11,440 start growing 539 00:20:16,630 --> 00:20:14,720 and then i'm out of treatment options so 540 00:20:19,750 --> 00:20:16,640 i'm hoping to live another year and a 541 00:20:21,029 --> 00:20:19,760 half that's what i would like at least 542 00:20:23,590 --> 00:20:21,039 i've been told to look around for 543 00:20:26,549 --> 00:20:23,600 another drug trial but finding another 544 00:20:28,390 --> 00:20:26,559 ovarian cancer drug trial is not as easy 545 00:20:30,630 --> 00:20:28,400 as it sounds so 546 00:20:32,549 --> 00:20:30,640 that's my situation and 547 00:20:34,549 --> 00:20:32,559 one of the things i want to do is raise 548 00:20:36,070 --> 00:20:34,559 awareness about ovarian cancer because 549 00:20:38,870 --> 00:20:36,080 it is this 550 00:20:41,350 --> 00:20:38,880 really anomalous cancer it is not 551 00:20:43,270 --> 00:20:41,360 like so many other cancers where it can 552 00:20:44,630 --> 00:20:43,280 be quite effectively treated and the 553 00:20:46,470 --> 00:20:44,640 large majority of people would be 554 00:20:49,110 --> 00:20:46,480 expected to live for quite a while if 555 00:20:51,669 --> 00:20:49,120 not have remission ovarian cancer has 556 00:20:54,390 --> 00:20:51,679 something like a 25 you know survival 557 00:20:56,470 --> 00:20:54,400 rate and it is a really it's a real 558 00:20:58,149 --> 00:20:56,480 killer and we need research is that 559 00:21:00,710 --> 00:20:58,159 reason because it's usually discovered 560 00:21:03,830 --> 00:21:00,720 late because it isn't found early 561 00:21:06,070 --> 00:21:03,840 it is a real creeper so you get almost 562 00:21:07,830 --> 00:21:06,080 no symptoms you get this feeling that 563 00:21:09,669 --> 00:21:07,840 you're a little bit bloated but quite 564 00:21:11,350 --> 00:21:09,679 frankly during covert who doesn't feel 565 00:21:14,470 --> 00:21:11,360 quite a bit bloated 566 00:21:16,470 --> 00:21:14,480 and of course um for many women most 567 00:21:18,549 --> 00:21:16,480 women they get it later in life and so 568 00:21:20,070 --> 00:21:18,559 you have skipped periods and things like 569 00:21:22,070 --> 00:21:20,080 that but that's also part of getting 570 00:21:24,549 --> 00:21:22,080 older so a lot of people just think my 571 00:21:27,029 --> 00:21:24,559 body's changing with age but in fact it 572 00:21:29,190 --> 00:21:27,039 may well be ovarian cancer even in the 573 00:21:30,630 --> 00:21:29,200 early stages is there any biomarker in 574 00:21:33,270 --> 00:21:30,640 blood or anything like that that will 575 00:21:35,430 --> 00:21:33,280 tell it like like a prostate psi test 576 00:21:37,990 --> 00:21:35,440 that sort of thing yes there is there is 577 00:21:40,230 --> 00:21:38,000 quite a reliable marker in the blood 578 00:21:42,710 --> 00:21:40,240 when i went to my gp and said i feel 579 00:21:45,190 --> 00:21:42,720 bloated i don't feel well the first gp 580 00:21:47,190 --> 00:21:45,200 said to me go home and take laxatives so 581 00:21:49,270 --> 00:21:47,200 i did that for about three days and i 582 00:21:51,909 --> 00:21:49,280 felt so terrible every day i felt worse 583 00:21:53,990 --> 00:21:51,919 and worse and worse i went back to my 584 00:21:56,630 --> 00:21:54,000 practice so a different doctor and he 585 00:21:59,110 --> 00:21:56,640 tested me for that marker and it was 586 00:22:03,909 --> 00:21:59,120 very elevated it's supposed to sit below 587 00:22:07,430 --> 00:22:03,919 25 in my case it was around 400 588 00:22:09,510 --> 00:22:07,440 but the problem with that marker 589 00:22:11,110 --> 00:22:09,520 is that after a while your body works 590 00:22:13,750 --> 00:22:11,120 out how to keep it low even though the 591 00:22:15,750 --> 00:22:13,760 cancer is growing so it's all quite the 592 00:22:18,149 --> 00:22:15,760 real way to find out if you have it is a 593 00:22:20,230 --> 00:22:18,159 cat scan but the reason one of the 594 00:22:22,310 --> 00:22:20,240 reasons it's such a nasty disease and 595 00:22:23,830 --> 00:22:22,320 we're so desperate to get some research 596 00:22:26,070 --> 00:22:23,840 and some answers 597 00:22:29,510 --> 00:22:26,080 is that i was diagnosed at the start of 598 00:22:31,909 --> 00:22:29,520 august 2020 and it's very likely that on 599 00:22:34,710 --> 00:22:31,919 the 1st of january 2020 i do not have 600 00:22:36,630 --> 00:22:34,720 ovarian cancer so it is a really fast 601 00:22:38,950 --> 00:22:36,640 growing cancer there is a version of it 602 00:22:40,710 --> 00:22:38,960 that isn't fast growing but the one i 603 00:22:43,590 --> 00:22:40,720 have which is the more common one is 604 00:22:45,270 --> 00:22:43,600 fast growing so so even if you had a 605 00:22:47,270 --> 00:22:45,280 yearly blood test looking for that 606 00:22:49,110 --> 00:22:47,280 marker you could still miss it and that 607 00:22:51,830 --> 00:22:49,120 six months would be enough to cause 608 00:22:54,470 --> 00:22:51,840 problems absolutely and another thing 609 00:22:57,029 --> 00:22:54,480 that is really tragic and and makes me 610 00:22:58,710 --> 00:22:57,039 feel so sad and a little bit despairing 611 00:22:59,830 --> 00:22:58,720 about the research side of ovarian 612 00:23:01,909 --> 00:22:59,840 cancer 613 00:23:03,750 --> 00:23:01,919 is that a very very large study was 614 00:23:05,830 --> 00:23:03,760 conducted actually by 615 00:23:08,789 --> 00:23:05,840 my vice chancellor at my university 616 00:23:12,230 --> 00:23:08,799 which is unsw sydney and they had a look 617 00:23:14,789 --> 00:23:12,240 at a lot of data from the nhm from from 618 00:23:17,190 --> 00:23:14,799 from the uk that they'd collected um in 619 00:23:19,590 --> 00:23:17,200 the uk and what they found was that even 620 00:23:22,149 --> 00:23:19,600 early detection didn't mean that you 621 00:23:23,909 --> 00:23:22,159 could save people's lives so even 622 00:23:26,390 --> 00:23:23,919 getting it early you still have these 623 00:23:28,789 --> 00:23:26,400 terrible outcomes so what we need to do 624 00:23:30,870 --> 00:23:28,799 is either find a way to get it really 625 00:23:32,950 --> 00:23:30,880 early or we've got to find a way to 626 00:23:34,870 --> 00:23:32,960 effectively treat it 627 00:23:38,149 --> 00:23:34,880 or both 628 00:23:40,070 --> 00:23:38,159 now did you ever at any stage go to dr 629 00:23:43,029 --> 00:23:40,080 google and be horrified 630 00:23:46,549 --> 00:23:43,039 do you know it's interesting i didn't 631 00:23:49,110 --> 00:23:46,559 google it up immediately i was diagnosed 632 00:23:50,710 --> 00:23:49,120 through emergency at rpa it was during 633 00:23:52,630 --> 00:23:50,720 that it was a very traumatic and 634 00:23:56,870 --> 00:23:52,640 upsetting experience 635 00:23:58,549 --> 00:23:56,880 and even my doctor at rpa emergency the 636 00:24:01,190 --> 00:23:58,559 first thing he said was it's probably 637 00:24:03,909 --> 00:24:01,200 appendicitis and we'll just rule out the 638 00:24:06,149 --> 00:24:03,919 really nasty things etc and they put me 639 00:24:07,269 --> 00:24:06,159 in ct scan machine and then they saw the 640 00:24:10,789 --> 00:24:07,279 cancer 641 00:24:12,789 --> 00:24:10,799 and um i was in a real state i ended up 642 00:24:15,269 --> 00:24:12,799 at chris o'brien life house which is a 643 00:24:17,110 --> 00:24:15,279 really lovely cancer hospital and it's 644 00:24:18,630 --> 00:24:17,120 kind of place that i would encourage 645 00:24:20,789 --> 00:24:18,640 listeners to support if they're in a 646 00:24:23,269 --> 00:24:20,799 position to to support a hospital that's 647 00:24:25,430 --> 00:24:23,279 really trying to do good work 648 00:24:28,630 --> 00:24:25,440 but i was a mess i was there for about 649 00:24:30,710 --> 00:24:28,640 two and a half weeks and i had i was i 650 00:24:32,630 --> 00:24:30,720 can't tell you i was not in a good 651 00:24:33,909 --> 00:24:32,640 position a lot of friends have since 652 00:24:35,669 --> 00:24:33,919 said that they didn't think i was even 653 00:24:39,190 --> 00:24:35,679 going to get out of hospital that first 654 00:24:41,990 --> 00:24:39,200 time i was there i was very very sick 655 00:24:43,830 --> 00:24:42,000 and so i didn't really google it up i 656 00:24:45,750 --> 00:24:43,840 was so nauseous i couldn't really look 657 00:24:46,870 --> 00:24:45,760 at a screen i was just trying to hang in 658 00:24:49,990 --> 00:24:46,880 the game 659 00:24:52,549 --> 00:24:50,000 and a lot of people use words in in 660 00:24:54,470 --> 00:24:52,559 cancer like battling cancer and i've 661 00:24:56,230 --> 00:24:54,480 spoken to adrian edmondson whose wife 662 00:24:58,070 --> 00:24:56,240 jennifer saunders had breast cancer and 663 00:25:00,549 --> 00:24:58,080 he said that that's not great it's more 664 00:25:01,350 --> 00:25:00,559 like a roller coaster ride through [\h__\h] 665 00:25:02,710 --> 00:25:01,360 um 666 00:25:04,070 --> 00:25:02,720 and i'm sure they don't like to use that 667 00:25:06,390 --> 00:25:04,080 kind of language on channel seven or 668 00:25:08,470 --> 00:25:06,400 channel nine but to someone who's had 669 00:25:10,230 --> 00:25:08,480 that sort of experience is battle just a 670 00:25:11,990 --> 00:25:10,240 really bad word because it indicates you 671 00:25:13,110 --> 00:25:12,000 can actually change something where you 672 00:25:15,190 --> 00:25:13,120 can't always 673 00:25:17,110 --> 00:25:15,200 exactly i have asked my friends and 674 00:25:19,190 --> 00:25:17,120 family to really think about avoiding 675 00:25:21,190 --> 00:25:19,200 the vocabulary of battle particularly 676 00:25:23,510 --> 00:25:21,200 when i die which is what is going to 677 00:25:25,430 --> 00:25:23,520 happen to me fairly soon and the reason 678 00:25:27,269 --> 00:25:25,440 why i don't appreciate that use of 679 00:25:30,070 --> 00:25:27,279 language is it suggests that i have 680 00:25:32,230 --> 00:25:30,080 agency and if only i fought harder did 681 00:25:33,990 --> 00:25:32,240 this did that then it would go away and 682 00:25:35,990 --> 00:25:34,000 the extension of that is that i brought 683 00:25:38,310 --> 00:25:36,000 this on myself with the wrong type of 684 00:25:41,510 --> 00:25:38,320 thinking or whatever else and not only 685 00:25:43,590 --> 00:25:41,520 do i think that is incorrect but also it 686 00:25:45,830 --> 00:25:43,600 means that all the little children that 687 00:25:47,350 --> 00:25:45,840 get cancer they also had the wrong type 688 00:25:49,830 --> 00:25:47,360 of thoughts they didn't think in the 689 00:25:51,350 --> 00:25:49,840 right ways and i think that is so nasty 690 00:25:53,590 --> 00:25:51,360 and so unhelpful 691 00:25:55,830 --> 00:25:53,600 so i've asked my treating doctors 692 00:25:57,669 --> 00:25:55,840 numerous times over what can i do to 693 00:25:59,750 --> 00:25:57,679 help myself and they say the same thing 694 00:26:01,830 --> 00:25:59,760 over and over again stay away from sick 695 00:26:03,510 --> 00:26:01,840 people because i'm immunocompromised and 696 00:26:04,950 --> 00:26:03,520 turn up for your appointments because 697 00:26:06,870 --> 00:26:04,960 the doctors are the ones that are going 698 00:26:07,669 --> 00:26:06,880 to keep me alive 699 00:26:09,350 --> 00:26:07,679 oh 700 00:26:11,269 --> 00:26:09,360 well you've had really bad advice from 701 00:26:13,350 --> 00:26:11,279 people too eat more asparagus stuff like 702 00:26:14,630 --> 00:26:13,360 that is what's been the most ridiculous 703 00:26:15,990 --> 00:26:14,640 thing that they've gone and of course 704 00:26:17,269 --> 00:26:16,000 you just would have snapped and just 705 00:26:19,750 --> 00:26:17,279 told them you'd have told them where to 706 00:26:22,390 --> 00:26:19,760 go and it wouldn't have been glebe 707 00:26:24,070 --> 00:26:22,400 i was very clear from the outset that i 708 00:26:25,110 --> 00:26:24,080 wanted to be guided by the medical 709 00:26:29,029 --> 00:26:25,120 advice 710 00:26:31,830 --> 00:26:29,039 because i am an academic i am an 711 00:26:33,669 --> 00:26:31,840 associate professor i know how hard you 712 00:26:36,149 --> 00:26:33,679 have to work to become an expert in a 713 00:26:39,110 --> 00:26:36,159 field and the thought that you could 714 00:26:42,230 --> 00:26:39,120 be you know actually uh you know some 715 00:26:43,590 --> 00:26:42,240 other thing not not not that whatever it 716 00:26:45,990 --> 00:26:43,600 is you're doing isn't important if 717 00:26:48,230 --> 00:26:46,000 you're a tax officer or a supply chain 718 00:26:50,190 --> 00:26:48,240 manager or whatever else no doubt you're 719 00:26:52,710 --> 00:26:50,200 an expert in that field but you're not 720 00:26:55,350 --> 00:26:52,720 simultaneously also a cancer expert 721 00:26:56,950 --> 00:26:55,360 without ever having done the research or 722 00:26:58,630 --> 00:26:56,960 quite frankly got the grades and done 723 00:26:59,430 --> 00:26:58,640 all the work at school so i think it's a 724 00:27:03,909 --> 00:26:59,440 real 725 00:27:06,070 --> 00:27:03,919 oncologist she's wonderful she calls me 726 00:27:07,830 --> 00:27:06,080 regularly late on a friday night to give 727 00:27:09,830 --> 00:27:07,840 me results and things like that she's 728 00:27:12,789 --> 00:27:09,840 not at the pub she's she worked really 729 00:27:15,430 --> 00:27:12,799 hard and she knows her stuff so i have 730 00:27:17,909 --> 00:27:15,440 turned i've put my faith in trained 731 00:27:20,950 --> 00:27:17,919 medical professionals and i was very 732 00:27:22,870 --> 00:27:20,960 clear about that but still a few tips um 733 00:27:25,110 --> 00:27:22,880 have filtered through 734 00:27:28,070 --> 00:27:25,120 so um 735 00:27:29,510 --> 00:27:28,080 it i think it's watermelon seeds see if 736 00:27:31,110 --> 00:27:29,520 i cause i'm not paying close enough 737 00:27:33,669 --> 00:27:31,120 attention clearly i don't want to get 738 00:27:35,750 --> 00:27:33,679 rid of this cancer but yeah six i think 739 00:27:37,590 --> 00:27:35,760 six apple seeds will do it 740 00:27:40,230 --> 00:27:37,600 um uh also apple cider vinegar that's 741 00:27:42,870 --> 00:27:40,240 one they often suggest as well yes and 742 00:27:46,310 --> 00:27:42,880 look ethan i mean i have to say people 743 00:27:48,389 --> 00:27:46,320 do try to be people are so well meaning 744 00:27:51,350 --> 00:27:48,399 i have got this hyper nausea condition 745 00:27:54,230 --> 00:27:51,360 i'm always nauseous and i take a lot of 746 00:27:55,909 --> 00:27:54,240 very very strong anti-nausea drugs and 747 00:27:58,630 --> 00:27:55,919 people say to me things like oh ginger 748 00:28:00,710 --> 00:27:58,640 helps with nausea and i'm sure to some 749 00:28:02,789 --> 00:28:00,720 extent ginger well i'm not sure but i 750 00:28:05,510 --> 00:28:02,799 think it's possible that ginger might 751 00:28:08,470 --> 00:28:05,520 help under some circumstances but what 752 00:28:09,669 --> 00:28:08,480 i'm talking about is supersonic nausea 753 00:28:12,310 --> 00:28:09,679 where 754 00:28:14,870 --> 00:28:12,320 ginger you know that for indeed the 755 00:28:16,710 --> 00:28:14,880 anti-nausea medication they give me is 756 00:28:18,310 --> 00:28:16,720 designed to dissolve under my tongue 757 00:28:20,710 --> 00:28:18,320 because you're often so nauseous you 758 00:28:23,750 --> 00:28:20,720 can't even swallow a tablet 759 00:28:25,110 --> 00:28:23,760 now um i know if there's any like any uh 760 00:28:26,630 --> 00:28:25,120 non-skeptical people listening they'll 761 00:28:28,950 --> 00:28:26,640 be listening to your story go aha the 762 00:28:30,630 --> 00:28:28,960 first doctor completely ignored you 763 00:28:32,389 --> 00:28:30,640 because you're a woman he wasn't taking 764 00:28:34,230 --> 00:28:32,399 you seriously now do you think that 765 00:28:35,669 --> 00:28:34,240 doctor made a mistake or just your age 766 00:28:38,070 --> 00:28:35,679 was what filled him because your age is 767 00:28:40,230 --> 00:28:38,080 not normally symptomatic for this 768 00:28:43,190 --> 00:28:40,240 do you know i had such a wonderful 769 00:28:45,029 --> 00:28:43,200 experience so i i go to the one practice 770 00:28:46,710 --> 00:28:45,039 in annandale they all share their 771 00:28:48,389 --> 00:28:46,720 information but you could see various 772 00:28:49,990 --> 00:28:48,399 doctors in this practice 773 00:28:51,029 --> 00:28:50,000 the first doctor i saw was actually a 774 00:28:53,350 --> 00:28:51,039 woman 775 00:28:54,710 --> 00:28:53,360 and she missed she didn't and she 776 00:28:57,430 --> 00:28:54,720 actually said to me what do you think is 777 00:28:58,389 --> 00:28:57,440 wrong and i was bloated and i was not 778 00:29:00,870 --> 00:28:58,399 feeling good 779 00:29:02,549 --> 00:29:00,880 and i said i don't know and i said could 780 00:29:04,470 --> 00:29:02,559 it be cancer and she said i think it's 781 00:29:07,029 --> 00:29:04,480 constipation so she sent me home with 782 00:29:09,350 --> 00:29:07,039 laxatives i returned three days later to 783 00:29:11,830 --> 00:29:09,360 the same practice and this time i saw a 784 00:29:13,830 --> 00:29:11,840 gentleman male doctor and he had 785 00:29:16,470 --> 00:29:13,840 previously been a nurse and he was 786 00:29:19,430 --> 00:29:16,480 outstanding but by then i was in 787 00:29:22,070 --> 00:29:19,440 distress i was in tears and it is so 788 00:29:24,710 --> 00:29:22,080 deceptive because i wasn't in pain it's 789 00:29:27,029 --> 00:29:24,720 not painful just something is wrong and 790 00:29:28,630 --> 00:29:27,039 you don't know what it is and so i was 791 00:29:29,510 --> 00:29:28,640 in tears and i said you've got to help 792 00:29:30,710 --> 00:29:29,520 me 793 00:29:32,230 --> 00:29:30,720 oh 794 00:29:33,990 --> 00:29:32,240 we're all destructive 795 00:29:36,389 --> 00:29:34,000 no no there was just a lot no it was the 796 00:29:38,230 --> 00:29:36,399 ghost of a large rat 797 00:29:40,710 --> 00:29:38,240 they're very much alive 798 00:29:42,630 --> 00:29:40,720 on the fence 799 00:29:44,149 --> 00:29:42,640 there might be more than one rat in this 800 00:29:45,909 --> 00:29:44,159 area 801 00:29:47,590 --> 00:29:45,919 yes 802 00:29:50,310 --> 00:29:47,600 so so you're really not a portioning 803 00:29:52,310 --> 00:29:50,320 blame to that first doctor because 804 00:29:54,149 --> 00:29:52,320 look i said well what happened so i went 805 00:29:55,750 --> 00:29:54,159 back to the second doctor and he did 806 00:29:58,230 --> 00:29:55,760 what i think is the right thing he said 807 00:29:59,669 --> 00:29:58,240 we're going to start at the worst end 808 00:30:01,269 --> 00:29:59,679 and we're going to rule out the worst 809 00:30:02,789 --> 00:30:01,279 things and then what we're probably 810 00:30:05,029 --> 00:30:02,799 going to end up with something like 811 00:30:07,029 --> 00:30:05,039 irritable bowel so he's the one that 812 00:30:08,789 --> 00:30:07,039 sent me for the blood test and he rang 813 00:30:10,789 --> 00:30:08,799 me about three or four hours later and 814 00:30:11,909 --> 00:30:10,799 he said there is something seriously 815 00:30:14,630 --> 00:30:11,919 wrong with you 816 00:30:16,310 --> 00:30:14,640 go to emergency pack a bag i can't tell 817 00:30:18,310 --> 00:30:16,320 you what it is and i don't know what's 818 00:30:19,750 --> 00:30:18,320 going to happen but it's so serious that 819 00:30:22,230 --> 00:30:19,760 they won't let you leave until you're 820 00:30:25,269 --> 00:30:22,240 diagnosed so i raced around packed a bag 821 00:30:28,230 --> 00:30:25,279 took myself off to emergency and he rang 822 00:30:28,950 --> 00:30:28,240 me about three days later on my mobile 823 00:30:30,950 --> 00:30:28,960 and 824 00:30:32,630 --> 00:30:30,960 i i said oh hello did you hear what 825 00:30:35,110 --> 00:30:32,640 happened he said no i've heard nothing 826 00:30:37,510 --> 00:30:35,120 and i said it was ovarian cancer 827 00:30:39,350 --> 00:30:37,520 and i saw him a couple of months later 828 00:30:42,870 --> 00:30:39,360 after i was out of hospital you know he 829 00:30:44,870 --> 00:30:42,880 was became my gp ongoing and he said to 830 00:30:47,669 --> 00:30:44,880 me i've been doing a lot of reading 831 00:30:49,430 --> 00:30:47,679 since i saw you because i never thought 832 00:30:50,710 --> 00:30:49,440 that it could be ovarian cancer i didn't 833 00:30:52,710 --> 00:30:50,720 equate the two 834 00:30:55,430 --> 00:30:52,720 so now i'm hooked up with a group of of 835 00:30:57,590 --> 00:30:55,440 people primarily women who go around 836 00:31:00,070 --> 00:30:57,600 they actually give talks to doctors to 837 00:31:02,950 --> 00:31:00,080 help them understand ovarian cancer 838 00:31:04,870 --> 00:31:02,960 because they may not see it it's a rare 839 00:31:06,310 --> 00:31:04,880 cancer they might know it doesn't this 840 00:31:09,190 --> 00:31:06,320 is what you've been posting on your 841 00:31:10,389 --> 00:31:09,200 facebook the the um 842 00:31:11,990 --> 00:31:10,399 you know and forgive me i just can't 843 00:31:14,070 --> 00:31:12,000 remember the the details but you could 844 00:31:15,750 --> 00:31:14,080 tell our listener yeah well look i have 845 00:31:18,789 --> 00:31:15,760 decided that one of the things i want to 846 00:31:21,830 --> 00:31:18,799 do before i die is raise awareness and 847 00:31:24,710 --> 00:31:21,840 funds for ovarian cancer treatment so it 848 00:31:27,029 --> 00:31:24,720 really is one of the most deadly cancers 849 00:31:30,710 --> 00:31:27,039 you can get definitely most deadly 850 00:31:32,630 --> 00:31:30,720 cancer for women and that has to change 851 00:31:33,990 --> 00:31:32,640 it's too late for me i'm going to die of 852 00:31:36,310 --> 00:31:34,000 ovarian cancer that's what's going to 853 00:31:38,149 --> 00:31:36,320 happen but there are young women out 854 00:31:40,630 --> 00:31:38,159 there who do not have to suffer that 855 00:31:43,509 --> 00:31:40,640 same fate we need research and research 856 00:31:45,430 --> 00:31:43,519 requires funds so i'm doing as much as i 857 00:31:48,070 --> 00:31:45,440 can whenever i'm getting an opportunity 858 00:31:50,310 --> 00:31:48,080 to do it so it's various things so that 859 00:31:52,070 --> 00:31:50,320 program i was talking about about going 860 00:31:54,630 --> 00:31:52,080 and talking to doctors and helping 861 00:31:57,029 --> 00:31:54,640 educate them i haven't given a talk to a 862 00:31:59,430 --> 00:31:57,039 doctor yet but i have said i will go if 863 00:32:01,830 --> 00:31:59,440 they get invited 864 00:32:04,549 --> 00:32:01,840 i i've been working with george jensen 865 00:32:06,389 --> 00:32:04,559 who was a jury design company the 866 00:32:08,630 --> 00:32:06,399 australian wing and they've put out 867 00:32:11,029 --> 00:32:08,640 these necklaces the one i'm wearing 868 00:32:14,149 --> 00:32:11,039 where a sum of a proportion of the money 869 00:32:15,350 --> 00:32:14,159 raised goes to ovarian cancer research 870 00:32:18,549 --> 00:32:15,360 and 871 00:32:20,149 --> 00:32:18,559 think 872 00:32:21,509 --> 00:32:20,159 talking about ovarian cancer is an 873 00:32:23,990 --> 00:32:21,519 important first step to getting 874 00:32:26,549 --> 00:32:24,000 awareness and funds and research and so 875 00:32:28,870 --> 00:32:26,559 i think if people do wear the necklace 876 00:32:30,549 --> 00:32:28,880 that that can start a conversation 877 00:32:32,710 --> 00:32:30,559 but i've also been asked to do other 878 00:32:35,269 --> 00:32:32,720 things including talking to politicians 879 00:32:37,909 --> 00:32:35,279 and other other media appearances and as 880 00:32:39,430 --> 00:32:37,919 i say this is what i want to do this is 881 00:32:42,149 --> 00:32:39,440 this you know 882 00:32:45,110 --> 00:32:42,159 i'm not depressed or down or anything 883 00:32:47,190 --> 00:32:45,120 like that but it is a very strange 884 00:32:48,870 --> 00:32:47,200 psychological game you know i want to be 885 00:32:51,029 --> 00:32:48,880 alive but i know i'm going to die and i 886 00:32:53,909 --> 00:32:51,039 know i'm going to get sick so for me to 887 00:32:55,590 --> 00:32:53,919 give myself meaning in this last period 888 00:32:58,230 --> 00:32:55,600 of my life 889 00:32:59,590 --> 00:32:58,240 is to try and make the world a better 890 00:33:01,430 --> 00:32:59,600 place for 891 00:33:02,789 --> 00:33:01,440 women with ovarian cancer and what 892 00:33:05,350 --> 00:33:02,799 should they do siobhan where should they 893 00:33:06,870 --> 00:33:05,360 go we're on the web yeah well there are 894 00:33:08,470 --> 00:33:06,880 lots of different places where you can 895 00:33:10,870 --> 00:33:08,480 make a donation that would be really 896 00:33:12,549 --> 00:33:10,880 meaningful so the ovarian cancer 897 00:33:13,990 --> 00:33:12,559 research foundation is somewhere you 898 00:33:14,789 --> 00:33:14,000 could donate to 899 00:33:19,430 --> 00:33:14,799 um 900 00:33:21,430 --> 00:33:19,440 ovarian cancer support group so for 901 00:33:24,149 --> 00:33:21,440 example i have a nurse who rings me up 902 00:33:26,070 --> 00:33:24,159 every six weeks to answer my questions 903 00:33:27,909 --> 00:33:26,080 and that's all money that's raised 904 00:33:31,190 --> 00:33:27,919 through funds 905 00:33:33,509 --> 00:33:31,200 chris o'brien lifehouse is also 906 00:33:35,830 --> 00:33:33,519 a good place i do all kinds of cancers 907 00:33:38,149 --> 00:33:35,840 but they've supported me so there's lots 908 00:33:39,350 --> 00:33:38,159 of different ways that you can support 909 00:33:41,509 --> 00:33:39,360 oh 910 00:33:42,870 --> 00:33:41,519 look now there's a cute cat walking i 911 00:33:45,190 --> 00:33:42,880 think the captain the cat's after the 912 00:33:46,950 --> 00:33:45,200 rat right the cat's going yeah nothing 913 00:33:48,789 --> 00:33:46,960 is going through the water there's going 914 00:33:51,350 --> 00:33:48,799 to be some uh 915 00:33:53,909 --> 00:33:51,360 i think that cat's a mouser or a ratter 916 00:33:55,990 --> 00:33:53,919 well i was talking gleefully and i 917 00:33:57,990 --> 00:33:56,000 didn't even realize that a haunted guy i 918 00:33:59,350 --> 00:33:58,000 think i think you've made a very 919 00:34:01,269 --> 00:33:59,360 important message to our listeners 920 00:34:02,630 --> 00:34:01,279 siobhan and i thank you for that and 921 00:34:04,149 --> 00:34:02,640 folks i must tell you that one of the 922 00:34:05,509 --> 00:34:04,159 reasons i'm here because siobhan wrote 923 00:34:07,350 --> 00:34:05,519 to me and said told me about this place 924 00:34:09,990 --> 00:34:07,360 she said well i'm looking for places to 925 00:34:11,669 --> 00:34:10,000 haunt after i die 926 00:34:12,950 --> 00:34:11,679 well this brings us to non-local 927 00:34:14,629 --> 00:34:12,960 consciousness 928 00:34:15,909 --> 00:34:14,639 i i now you do live around here don't 929 00:34:18,149 --> 00:34:15,919 you yes 930 00:34:19,829 --> 00:34:18,159 so with non-local consciousness that 931 00:34:22,710 --> 00:34:19,839 does not mean you're limited physically 932 00:34:24,710 --> 00:34:22,720 to any area around you in fact i would 933 00:34:26,389 --> 00:34:24,720 probably say that uh dr rupert shaw 934 00:34:28,149 --> 00:34:26,399 drake and people other like that could 935 00:34:30,069 --> 00:34:28,159 say you're not even limited to this 936 00:34:31,750 --> 00:34:30,079 planet i would say i'm not quite sure 937 00:34:33,190 --> 00:34:31,760 non-local consciousness means that you 938 00:34:36,710 --> 00:34:33,200 can go into the consciousness where's 939 00:34:42,069 --> 00:34:40,230 another it disappeared it disappeared 940 00:34:43,669 --> 00:34:42,079 there's another guy 941 00:34:45,030 --> 00:34:43,679 the cat's just going to hide somewhere 942 00:34:47,349 --> 00:34:45,040 and then just jump on the thing you 943 00:34:49,669 --> 00:34:47,359 can't get through this gate yes so this 944 00:34:51,589 --> 00:34:49,679 is one of the images that you see a lot 945 00:34:54,389 --> 00:34:51,599 in the photos and i mean it does indeed 946 00:34:56,710 --> 00:34:54,399 have more road s qualities here 947 00:34:57,829 --> 00:34:56,720 but that said it to me looks very much 948 00:34:59,750 --> 00:34:57,839 like 949 00:35:01,829 --> 00:34:59,760 unuseful government land that 950 00:35:03,910 --> 00:35:01,839 occasionally is driven into for 951 00:35:06,069 --> 00:35:03,920 maintenance and gas oh he's getting that 952 00:35:07,589 --> 00:35:06,079 black light out again 953 00:35:09,750 --> 00:35:07,599 uh you'll you'll probably see the body 954 00:35:11,270 --> 00:35:09,760 of a dead mouse later on are we filming 955 00:35:13,109 --> 00:35:11,280 you never know 956 00:35:13,910 --> 00:35:13,119 well the cat disappeared it was there 957 00:35:16,150 --> 00:35:13,920 one 958 00:35:18,230 --> 00:35:16,160 see there's a cat see if you look at him 959 00:35:20,550 --> 00:35:18,240 he sees he's sitting come over here 960 00:35:22,069 --> 00:35:20,560 see he's sitting and looking there oh 961 00:35:23,990 --> 00:35:22,079 yeah see i'm probably helping the cat 962 00:35:25,510 --> 00:35:24,000 slightly i don't know if i'm wiping out 963 00:35:27,510 --> 00:35:25,520 his night vision or not but 964 00:35:30,390 --> 00:35:27,520 unsurprisingly we saw a rat and then we 965 00:35:33,510 --> 00:35:30,400 saw a cat 966 00:35:35,270 --> 00:35:33,520 um yes so a non-local consciousness so i 967 00:35:36,790 --> 00:35:35,280 i reckon like is there some place you 968 00:35:38,550 --> 00:35:36,800 haven't been that you might like and 969 00:35:39,990 --> 00:35:38,560 there's no reason considering the 970 00:35:41,430 --> 00:35:40,000 temporal factor that you have to stay 971 00:35:42,790 --> 00:35:41,440 there for long at all so you could you 972 00:35:44,310 --> 00:35:42,800 could visit all your favorite places 973 00:35:46,710 --> 00:35:44,320 around the world potentially if there's 974 00:35:48,630 --> 00:35:46,720 anything to this non-local consciousness 975 00:35:49,349 --> 00:35:48,640 that that's all i'm suggesting i don't 976 00:35:50,950 --> 00:35:49,359 know 977 00:35:52,710 --> 00:35:50,960 or you could do a harry houdini thing 978 00:35:54,150 --> 00:35:52,720 and uh give richard a secret code that 979 00:35:55,190 --> 00:35:54,160 only he knows that you could leave 980 00:35:57,670 --> 00:35:55,200 someone 981 00:35:59,270 --> 00:35:57,680 yes wouldn't that be amazing i'm not 982 00:36:01,109 --> 00:35:59,280 trying to be morbid or anything but but 983 00:36:03,109 --> 00:36:01,119 it's just one thing that popped into my 984 00:36:06,230 --> 00:36:03,119 head that uh you know and you could 985 00:36:07,829 --> 00:36:06,240 prove the skeptics wrong yes yes gladly 986 00:36:10,069 --> 00:36:07,839 that would be a nice that would be a 987 00:36:11,990 --> 00:36:10,079 nice touch but siobhan i thought you 988 00:36:13,750 --> 00:36:12,000 meant this place next to us here which 989 00:36:16,310 --> 00:36:13,760 is the one i thought it was this is the 990 00:36:18,950 --> 00:36:16,320 one that they put in the images oh is it 991 00:36:21,750 --> 00:36:18,960 okay just to be um 992 00:36:23,300 --> 00:36:21,760 you know clear i do think there is great 993 00:36:24,630 --> 00:36:23,310 scope for interpretation 994 00:36:29,589 --> 00:36:24,640 [Applause] 995 00:36:33,510 --> 00:36:31,510 it is actually a gate and you can see a 996 00:36:34,870 --> 00:36:33,520 lock on it but i've been down there when 997 00:36:36,310 --> 00:36:34,880 they used to dump the bicycles down 998 00:36:38,230 --> 00:36:36,320 there in fact i think the lock is there 999 00:36:39,750 --> 00:36:38,240 so they didn't dump the higher bicycles 1000 00:36:41,589 --> 00:36:39,760 down there actually you know i think if 1001 00:36:44,390 --> 00:36:41,599 we've also put up cameras too as you can 1002 00:36:46,150 --> 00:36:44,400 see yeah if we could have made it 1003 00:36:48,150 --> 00:36:46,160 through i think perhaps this is where we 1004 00:36:50,550 --> 00:36:48,160 would have come out 1005 00:36:52,470 --> 00:36:50,560 well now when we began it was still 1006 00:36:53,910 --> 00:36:52,480 reasonably light out but now it's very 1007 00:36:55,589 --> 00:36:53,920 dark if we would go back to that 1008 00:36:57,750 --> 00:36:55,599 original haunted street would be pitch 1009 00:36:59,829 --> 00:36:57,760 black yeah okay let's spend our time 1010 00:37:02,230 --> 00:36:59,839 down here in the spirit 1011 00:37:04,630 --> 00:37:02,240 i i heard some spooky singing again from 1012 00:37:07,030 --> 00:37:04,640 the the other side of the tracks and 1013 00:37:09,109 --> 00:37:07,040 we'll take one more side of the wrong 1014 00:37:11,589 --> 00:37:09,119 side now it's got darker we'll take a 1015 00:37:13,109 --> 00:37:11,599 one more look down this other 1016 00:37:14,630 --> 00:37:13,119 haunted 1017 00:37:17,349 --> 00:37:14,640 street 1018 00:37:20,630 --> 00:37:17,359 just one of the other big questions on 1019 00:37:23,030 --> 00:37:20,640 that i've spoken to a number of people 1020 00:37:25,109 --> 00:37:23,040 in late stages of hiv and they talk 1021 00:37:26,950 --> 00:37:25,119 about the focus that they get because 1022 00:37:28,390 --> 00:37:26,960 they of all the things they could do 1023 00:37:30,790 --> 00:37:28,400 they know they've got limited time and 1024 00:37:32,550 --> 00:37:30,800 they focus you are doing it with the 1025 00:37:34,069 --> 00:37:32,560 awareness of ovarian cancer is there 1026 00:37:36,069 --> 00:37:34,079 anything else in your private life 1027 00:37:38,069 --> 00:37:36,079 you're like i must get that tied it up i 1028 00:37:40,310 --> 00:37:38,079 must do that or have you thought it 1029 00:37:42,310 --> 00:37:40,320 really doesn't matter really uh actually 1030 00:37:45,030 --> 00:37:42,320 maynard i have been 1031 00:37:46,950 --> 00:37:45,040 really glad to have this time for 1032 00:37:49,430 --> 00:37:46,960 another reason and that is that i'm 1033 00:37:51,589 --> 00:37:49,440 trying to do things with my 1034 00:37:54,390 --> 00:37:51,599 money that i think will be lasting and 1035 00:37:57,109 --> 00:37:54,400 effective so i've dedicated a lot of my 1036 00:37:58,870 --> 00:37:57,119 life to animal studies research so one 1037 00:38:01,670 --> 00:37:58,880 of the things i'm doing is setting up 1038 00:38:03,990 --> 00:38:01,680 prizes for animal study scholars we're 1039 00:38:05,510 --> 00:38:04,000 running it for the first time this year 1040 00:38:07,430 --> 00:38:05,520 it's going through an organization 1041 00:38:09,589 --> 00:38:07,440 called acer which is the australasian 1042 00:38:11,910 --> 00:38:09,599 animal studies association and i'm 1043 00:38:13,190 --> 00:38:11,920 requesting them fifty thousand dollars 1044 00:38:15,910 --> 00:38:13,200 to do un 1045 00:38:17,829 --> 00:38:15,920 ongoing prizes to reward animal study 1046 00:38:19,030 --> 00:38:17,839 scholars what would be an example of 1047 00:38:20,630 --> 00:38:19,040 something they might be studying that 1048 00:38:26,630 --> 00:38:20,640 they might get an award for what be an 1049 00:38:30,150 --> 00:38:26,640 example uh they might be studying um why 1050 00:38:32,470 --> 00:38:30,160 why some people have hostile attitudes 1051 00:38:33,829 --> 00:38:32,480 towards cats for example 1052 00:38:36,870 --> 00:38:33,839 or 1053 00:38:38,630 --> 00:38:36,880 why it is that some people are easily 1054 00:38:40,790 --> 00:38:38,640 persuaded to 1055 00:38:42,470 --> 00:38:40,800 buy free-range eggs and other people 1056 00:38:44,390 --> 00:38:42,480 can't be convinced 1057 00:38:46,790 --> 00:38:44,400 so anywhere where it's a kind of a human 1058 00:38:48,630 --> 00:38:46,800 animal interface with the kind of focus 1059 00:38:50,150 --> 00:38:48,640 on making the world a better place for 1060 00:38:52,470 --> 00:38:50,160 animals 1061 00:38:53,990 --> 00:38:52,480 not doing any work on like why birds 1062 00:38:56,870 --> 00:38:54,000 have an uncanny 1063 00:38:57,750 --> 00:38:56,880 way of being able to poop on you 1064 00:38:59,750 --> 00:38:57,760 you know 1065 00:39:02,069 --> 00:38:59,760 you just you think you're nowhere near 1066 00:39:03,510 --> 00:39:02,079 one and then suddenly it lands on you 1067 00:39:05,349 --> 00:39:03,520 and even if you this has happened to me 1068 00:39:07,349 --> 00:39:05,359 a number of times during the epidemic 1069 00:39:09,510 --> 00:39:07,359 and i'm just wondering is this just pure 1070 00:39:11,670 --> 00:39:09,520 the this is the law of large numbers as 1071 00:39:13,510 --> 00:39:11,680 they say or is this just me 1072 00:39:15,829 --> 00:39:13,520 look that hasn't been put forward as one 1073 00:39:17,510 --> 00:39:15,839 of the great burning questions but 1074 00:39:19,990 --> 00:39:17,520 certainly if we can get to the bottom of 1075 00:39:21,670 --> 00:39:20,000 it i'll let you know 1076 00:39:24,069 --> 00:39:21,680 do you think as far as animal rights 1077 00:39:25,670 --> 00:39:24,079 goes things are moving forward or we're 1078 00:39:26,870 --> 00:39:25,680 stalled currently or they're going 1079 00:39:29,030 --> 00:39:26,880 backwards 1080 00:39:30,470 --> 00:39:29,040 you know that's one of the really big 1081 00:39:32,390 --> 00:39:30,480 questions and that's one of the things 1082 00:39:33,990 --> 00:39:32,400 that i've been reflecting on a lot 1083 00:39:35,270 --> 00:39:34,000 lately because i have really have tried 1084 00:39:39,030 --> 00:39:35,280 to commit my 1085 00:39:41,109 --> 00:39:39,040 life to education and when i see people 1086 00:39:43,270 --> 00:39:41,119 um you know questioning vaccines and 1087 00:39:45,190 --> 00:39:43,280 things like that you know i it does make 1088 00:39:47,430 --> 00:39:45,200 me really worried that we haven't done a 1089 00:39:49,589 --> 00:39:47,440 good job at bringing everyone along 1090 00:39:52,150 --> 00:39:49,599 uh in terms of education because you can 1091 00:39:53,670 --> 00:39:52,160 say hey i'm alive for longer because of 1092 00:39:54,950 --> 00:39:53,680 science and people go i don't want to 1093 00:39:57,750 --> 00:39:54,960 take the vaccine 1094 00:40:01,349 --> 00:39:57,760 absolutely it's it's just uh it's it's 1095 00:40:03,670 --> 00:40:01,359 really quite sad for me to to see this 1096 00:40:04,710 --> 00:40:03,680 you know we failed some people in this 1097 00:40:07,190 --> 00:40:04,720 regard 1098 00:40:08,710 --> 00:40:07,200 so one of the things that for me that's 1099 00:40:10,630 --> 00:40:08,720 also been hard about the pandemic is 1100 00:40:13,349 --> 00:40:10,640 being separated from people i want to 1101 00:40:15,109 --> 00:40:13,359 see people and um you know i can't claim 1102 00:40:16,790 --> 00:40:15,119 to be a close friend of peter singers by 1103 00:40:18,710 --> 00:40:16,800 any stretch of the imagination but i 1104 00:40:21,510 --> 00:40:18,720 certainly know him and he's always been 1105 00:40:23,109 --> 00:40:21,520 very generous with his time with me and 1106 00:40:25,349 --> 00:40:23,119 he and i've been trying to meet up 1107 00:40:27,030 --> 00:40:25,359 because i wanted to talk to him about 1108 00:40:28,550 --> 00:40:27,040 a good what is a good life and have i 1109 00:40:31,190 --> 00:40:28,560 made good decisions in the way i've 1110 00:40:32,870 --> 00:40:31,200 lived my life and he's been trying to do 1111 00:40:34,230 --> 00:40:32,880 a tour of australia talking about all 1112 00:40:36,550 --> 00:40:34,240 these issues but it keeps getting 1113 00:40:39,190 --> 00:40:36,560 postponed so now it's postponed to i 1114 00:40:40,390 --> 00:40:39,200 think april next year and we've really i 1115 00:40:42,150 --> 00:40:40,400 really want to catch up and you know 1116 00:40:43,589 --> 00:40:42,160 have a meal with him and and get his 1117 00:40:45,910 --> 00:40:43,599 reflections on 1118 00:40:47,589 --> 00:40:45,920 you know did i do enough in the right 1119 00:40:50,069 --> 00:40:47,599 ways and you know what's it all been 1120 00:40:52,630 --> 00:40:50,079 about wow um i would have thought that 1121 00:40:54,069 --> 00:40:52,640 there's no right answer to that 1122 00:40:56,390 --> 00:40:54,079 yeah look i don't think there is a 1123 00:40:58,950 --> 00:40:56,400 singular answer but i think it's useful 1124 00:41:00,950 --> 00:40:58,960 to kind of think about um 1125 00:41:02,550 --> 00:41:00,960 you know so for instance i've been vegan 1126 00:41:04,470 --> 00:41:02,560 for about um 1127 00:41:06,630 --> 00:41:04,480 20 plus years 1128 00:41:08,309 --> 00:41:06,640 but to going back to your question is 1129 00:41:09,510 --> 00:41:08,319 the world a better place for animals 1130 00:41:11,349 --> 00:41:09,520 well 1131 00:41:13,510 --> 00:41:11,359 you know we have these massive 1132 00:41:15,430 --> 00:41:13,520 production units the more the human 1133 00:41:16,790 --> 00:41:15,440 population increases the more meats 1134 00:41:19,349 --> 00:41:16,800 consumed 1135 00:41:21,109 --> 00:41:19,359 a lot of people who um 1136 00:41:22,870 --> 00:41:21,119 would previously have had more of a 1137 00:41:24,630 --> 00:41:22,880 vegetarian diet because they lived in 1138 00:41:27,589 --> 00:41:24,640 parts of the world where that's more 1139 00:41:29,109 --> 00:41:27,599 culturally acceptable or or indeed 1140 00:41:31,430 --> 00:41:29,119 because where they lived in poverty and 1141 00:41:34,550 --> 00:41:31,440 they didn't have access to meat that is 1142 00:41:35,910 --> 00:41:34,560 changing and so for instance china is 1143 00:41:38,870 --> 00:41:35,920 going to have a big increase in its 1144 00:41:40,390 --> 00:41:38,880 consumption of animal protein and so 1145 00:41:42,230 --> 00:41:40,400 what does it all mean for the animals 1146 00:41:44,790 --> 00:41:42,240 are the animals better off now than they 1147 00:41:47,190 --> 00:41:44,800 were and i think perhaps the sad truth 1148 00:41:49,430 --> 00:41:47,200 is in terms of volume 1149 00:41:51,430 --> 00:41:49,440 consumed and in terms of intensity of 1150 00:41:53,510 --> 00:41:51,440 production probably for the animals the 1151 00:41:54,870 --> 00:41:53,520 world is still a bad place and hasn't 1152 00:41:56,470 --> 00:41:54,880 improved a lot 1153 00:41:57,670 --> 00:41:56,480 when we think of decades to come there's 1154 00:41:59,349 --> 00:41:57,680 going to be things that people are going 1155 00:42:01,990 --> 00:41:59,359 to look back on as being a bit silly 1156 00:42:04,309 --> 00:42:02,000 that we do like boxing like driving your 1157 00:42:05,829 --> 00:42:04,319 own car like drinking alcohol but i'll 1158 00:42:07,270 --> 00:42:05,839 debate anyone anywhere any day of the 1159 00:42:09,910 --> 00:42:07,280 week and of course while the other ones 1160 00:42:12,069 --> 00:42:09,920 might be owning pets having those 1161 00:42:13,430 --> 00:42:12,079 animals is almost they're pampered but 1162 00:42:15,750 --> 00:42:13,440 they're pampered slaves and there's that 1163 00:42:17,430 --> 00:42:15,760 psychologi um i'm bet pete singer have 1164 00:42:19,030 --> 00:42:17,440 something to say about that is that one 1165 00:42:20,550 --> 00:42:19,040 of the issues that concern you i mean 1166 00:42:22,790 --> 00:42:20,560 everyone loves their pets but it is a 1167 00:42:24,950 --> 00:42:22,800 bit of a you you own a pet 1168 00:42:26,950 --> 00:42:24,960 it is really interesting and it's and 1169 00:42:29,190 --> 00:42:26,960 again it's so complicated one of the 1170 00:42:31,030 --> 00:42:29,200 things that i'm really worried about and 1171 00:42:32,390 --> 00:42:31,040 i think you know a good number of people 1172 00:42:34,390 --> 00:42:32,400 in the animal protection movement are 1173 00:42:36,309 --> 00:42:34,400 worried about is what's going to happen 1174 00:42:38,790 --> 00:42:36,319 post covert because you could not get a 1175 00:42:41,030 --> 00:42:38,800 puppy for love nor money in this city 1176 00:42:42,470 --> 00:42:41,040 for a long time even kittens were hard 1177 00:42:43,349 --> 00:42:42,480 to come by 1178 00:42:45,589 --> 00:42:43,359 and 1179 00:42:48,470 --> 00:42:45,599 this is a long-term investment i mean 1180 00:42:50,710 --> 00:42:48,480 this is a 15 to 20-year investment and 1181 00:42:53,270 --> 00:42:50,720 so are the pounds going to be full of 1182 00:42:55,349 --> 00:42:53,280 unwanted animals in the future so even 1183 00:42:57,750 --> 00:42:55,359 for companion animals you know things 1184 00:43:00,150 --> 00:42:57,760 aren't great that said the ones who get 1185 00:43:01,990 --> 00:43:00,160 lucky and get the privileged um 1186 00:43:04,390 --> 00:43:02,000 household and all the rest of it they 1187 00:43:05,750 --> 00:43:04,400 they have a really fantastic life indeed 1188 00:43:07,589 --> 00:43:05,760 to the point where 1189 00:43:09,670 --> 00:43:07,599 probably a lot of companion animals are 1190 00:43:12,710 --> 00:43:09,680 over consuming resources much like the 1191 00:43:15,270 --> 00:43:12,720 humans are um you know as human 1192 00:43:16,870 --> 00:43:15,280 population weights increasing on average 1193 00:43:19,829 --> 00:43:16,880 so are the companion animals the cats 1194 00:43:21,750 --> 00:43:19,839 and dogs are getting fatter as well 1195 00:43:23,670 --> 00:43:21,760 i i hear people and 1196 00:43:26,230 --> 00:43:23,680 anecdotally people who live near someone 1197 00:43:27,349 --> 00:43:26,240 who's got a dog just during covert and 1198 00:43:29,030 --> 00:43:27,359 now they're going to work all the time 1199 00:43:30,230 --> 00:43:29,040 and dog just barks all day because it 1200 00:43:31,829 --> 00:43:30,240 doesn't know what's going on there's no 1201 00:43:34,390 --> 00:43:31,839 one around suddenly and it's upset i 1202 00:43:36,150 --> 00:43:34,400 mean that's not a nice life no it's not 1203 00:43:37,430 --> 00:43:36,160 it can be a very lonely life for a 1204 00:43:39,510 --> 00:43:37,440 companion animal particularly when 1205 00:43:42,710 --> 00:43:39,520 you've got attachment issues so it is 1206 00:43:45,349 --> 00:43:42,720 it's it's really very very tricky look i 1207 00:43:47,109 --> 00:43:45,359 i know people though sometimes pet uh 1208 00:43:49,510 --> 00:43:47,119 i'm sorry we're going on the pet tangent 1209 00:43:52,150 --> 00:43:49,520 here richard um that there's there's 1210 00:43:53,510 --> 00:43:52,160 doggy valium to make the the separation 1211 00:43:55,349 --> 00:43:53,520 issue with the dogs and to me there 1212 00:43:57,109 --> 00:43:55,359 seems to be more dogs with separation 1213 00:43:59,670 --> 00:43:57,119 issues and i never used to hear that 1214 00:44:00,790 --> 00:43:59,680 back back as a kid like also you know if 1215 00:44:02,550 --> 00:44:00,800 your dog cost more than a hundred 1216 00:44:04,790 --> 00:44:02,560 dollars to the vet it was like oh dear 1217 00:44:06,550 --> 00:44:04,800 the dog has to go away um and now you 1218 00:44:09,270 --> 00:44:06,560 people spend thousands there's dialysis 1219 00:44:11,430 --> 00:44:09,280 for cats indeed things like that um and 1220 00:44:12,790 --> 00:44:11,440 yeah i just think you know 1221 00:44:14,870 --> 00:44:12,800 is it really fair to them to be doing 1222 00:44:17,829 --> 00:44:14,880 all this to them well 1223 00:44:19,910 --> 00:44:17,839 many years ago now i wrote a paper with 1224 00:44:22,470 --> 00:44:19,920 a colleague of mine called john hadley 1225 00:44:24,790 --> 00:44:22,480 and we had a look at excessive 1226 00:44:26,630 --> 00:44:24,800 expenditure on companion animals indeed 1227 00:44:28,470 --> 00:44:26,640 we were interpreting peter singer's 1228 00:44:30,710 --> 00:44:28,480 later work on poverty alleviation 1229 00:44:33,030 --> 00:44:30,720 through the lens of animal protection 1230 00:44:35,270 --> 00:44:33,040 and it's extraordinary what you can get 1231 00:44:37,190 --> 00:44:35,280 for companion animals but i think of the 1232 00:44:39,349 --> 00:44:37,200 we well the most expensive was the 1233 00:44:42,069 --> 00:44:39,359 diamond um tiara 1234 00:44:43,190 --> 00:44:42,079 but the strangest one i read of 1235 00:44:45,349 --> 00:44:43,200 was 1236 00:44:49,030 --> 00:44:45,359 once you have your dog desexed you can 1237 00:44:51,829 --> 00:44:49,040 get silicon testicles uh inserted so he 1238 00:44:53,190 --> 00:44:51,839 feels fully intact as he's parading 1239 00:44:55,990 --> 00:44:53,200 around and 1240 00:44:58,069 --> 00:44:56,000 is is that a thing is is the dog really 1241 00:45:00,630 --> 00:44:58,079 going look at my balls or kept my 1242 00:45:02,550 --> 00:45:00,640 wonderful balls is it really doing that 1243 00:45:04,309 --> 00:45:02,560 or is it just making you feel not as 1244 00:45:05,270 --> 00:45:04,319 guilty as a pet owner for having him cut 1245 00:45:08,950 --> 00:45:05,280 off 1246 00:45:11,510 --> 00:45:08,960 i really i i dare not speculate too much 1247 00:45:13,510 --> 00:45:11,520 on that one i think it's projection 1248 00:45:14,870 --> 00:45:13,520 so what we'll do now is we'll just go 1249 00:45:16,829 --> 00:45:14,880 back under this arch and we'll do the 1250 00:45:18,470 --> 00:45:16,839 wrap up okay 1251 00:45:20,309 --> 00:45:18,480 so 1252 00:45:22,150 --> 00:45:20,319 fox mulder here otherwise known as 1253 00:45:24,150 --> 00:45:22,160 maynard thank you for listening i 1254 00:45:27,030 --> 00:45:24,160 wouldn't say it's an x-file it might be 1255 00:45:29,270 --> 00:45:27,040 an x-file with an e-x maybe uh that kind 1256 00:45:31,030 --> 00:45:29,280 of file but it hasn't been too spooky i 1257 00:45:32,309 --> 00:45:31,040 did get scared by a huntsman spider but 1258 00:45:34,309 --> 00:45:32,319 then again that could happen anywhere 1259 00:45:35,670 --> 00:45:34,319 folks yeah and oh there was a rat and 1260 00:45:38,150 --> 00:45:35,680 there was a cat 1261 00:45:41,510 --> 00:45:38,160 and a small mouse which i think is 1262 00:45:45,430 --> 00:45:43,270 this listen to that isn't that fantastic 1263 00:45:48,150 --> 00:45:45,440 oh you have to say hello 1264 00:45:49,990 --> 00:45:48,160 hello scully i think it's a contagion 1265 00:45:51,349 --> 00:45:50,000 what a contagion there you go that's 1266 00:45:53,270 --> 00:45:51,359 just about in every third episode of the 1267 00:45:54,790 --> 00:45:53,280 x-files the words contagion gets 1268 00:45:56,950 --> 00:45:54,800 mentioned and now it's just it's just 1269 00:45:58,790 --> 00:45:56,960 overused now you don't use it anymore 1270 00:46:01,109 --> 00:45:58,800 and it's been wonderful having a walk in 1271 00:46:03,190 --> 00:46:01,119 the chat and seeing the rat with you oh 1272 00:46:05,430 --> 00:46:03,200 thank you it's so fabulous to be back on 1273 00:46:07,750 --> 00:46:05,440 the skeptic zone such a joy 1274 00:46:09,270 --> 00:46:07,760 yeah oh and what is your your prize 1275 00:46:10,630 --> 00:46:09,280 going to be called um that you were 1276 00:46:12,870 --> 00:46:10,640 putting the mind towards have you given 1277 00:46:14,470 --> 00:46:12,880 a name for it well the information is 1278 00:46:16,309 --> 00:46:14,480 through ace of the australasian animal 1279 00:46:19,430 --> 00:46:16,319 studies association has just got the 1280 00:46:21,670 --> 00:46:19,440 boring title at the moment best paper by 1281 00:46:24,390 --> 00:46:21,680 an early career academic focused on 1282 00:46:26,309 --> 00:46:24,400 animals we're not we're not in the witty 1283 00:46:30,069 --> 00:46:26,319 we need to get you in right now be good 1284 00:46:31,670 --> 00:46:30,079 to animals or we'll punch you how's that 1285 00:46:33,270 --> 00:46:31,680 i guess that's a bit too activist i 1286 00:46:34,390 --> 00:46:33,280 guess yeah but it's been wonderful